Wednesday May 31, 2006

....going to Nine Inch Nails @ Red Rocks with three of my best friends was beyond incredible

and the great thing is ...it was amazing
and another thing is the next day: i was not tired and to my surprise I discovered that a lot of people from FHS went to the concert and how did I know? it's called wearing the NIN t-shirt the following day

Zack Haverdek
and Amit??? holy crap
Canada
LIly sacraficed her ticket


set list (found it online!!)

01 Somewhat Damaged
02 You Know What You Are?
03 Sin
04 Terrible Lie
05 March of the Pigs
06 Something I Can Never Have
07 Closer
08 Burn
09 Gave Up
10 Help Me I'm in Hell
11 Non Entity
12 Only
13 Wish
14 La Mer / Into the Void
15 The Big Come Down
16 Suck
17 Hurt
18 The Hand That Feeds
19 Head Like a Hole

i didn't take the photo but..hell i saw this spectaular light show



i must say, Nine Inch Nails has never failed to dissapoint me at all
the show was amazing, the songs that they decided to put on the set list was phenomenoal

Posted 5/31/2006 at 7:59 PM

Monday May 29, 2006

YEARBOOK IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! hope everyone noticed the huge mistake on the spine "volume 47..it's volume 46..but hey COLLECTORS ITEM BABY!


Yesterday consisted of hanging out with some buds of mine down at the Boulder Creek Festival.

The previous night included loads of phone calls to Mandy, Chad..and Keller concerning the next day. I managed to persuade Chad to go into Boulder with all of us..and my dad took my mobile and started to chat with him. He does that a lot.
Why is that I wake up so damn early every day?

bill: hello?
me: hi is chad awake?? ......not really.
chad: ehhello?
me: hey there
chad: hi
me: i found you a ride

Keller was supposed to meet Mandy in Boulder around 11 am, and when I called he was about to leave with his parents in 15 minutes. Then with some luck they said that they could go pick up Chad. I then called Chad again

chad: hello?
me: hey keller is leaving right now
chad: ..now??
me: yes now..
chad: like right now??
me: yes in 10 minutes or so
chad: ...it's so early
me: chad it's 9:50
chad: but it's so early
me: ...uhh not it's not
chad: for a sunday
me: well idk..get ready cuz their coming

When that conversation ended, I went straight to gathering all my biking crap together oh and some cash in case I was to spend some clams at the festival. My Aunt then came..and then the problem was: how the hell are we going to put my bike in her outback subrau? Actually it worked..I just wish my mom didn't have to take apart my front wheel..not to worry she managed to put it back into one piece.

so we headed out to Boulder for Tai-Chi and KGNU. I was yearning to just ditch KGNU, but felt strangely guilty about leaving my radio buds there and then again I thought: i don't have a show coming up ..and I did say I was going to enjoy my weekend..so screw this I am going to bike to the festival ...all the way from the radio station. It's only two miles.
So I take off using the bike paths that city of Boulder graciously offered, crossed the railroad tracks by Pearl/30th street and then heard the train blaring 10 meters after I crossed the tracks. I thought to myself: fuck that was close...seriously by 30 seconds.
And then a little guilt ran up my spine when I biked closer to the festival...maybe I could go back to the radio station and then bike back to the festival...nahhh I am too lazy to even put the effort of heading back. What did I do next? Well I called Erika and Dov when I got into the Pearl St shopping area and asked if there was anything I needed to do and apologized that I was not able to make it to Overdub. Funny thing is: Dov is in Maryland..wow I am not aware of anything. Afterwards my phone started to panic for Keller called me..asking where I was
keller: where are you?
me: I'm on Pearl St (Pearl St. Mall)
keller: were by the library
me: okay..meet you there

3 minutes later I was near illgeal petes trying to open a battery package with my carabeaner and keys near a hobo.
me: hello?
keller: were actually at the band shell
me: err okay!
(finished putting the battery into camera and headed off) later I realised that I left my keys there.
Biked towards Aqua Pazza when my phone panicekd again "Basement Die aka Keller" is calling
me: hello?
chad; susan...where are you?
me: ...it's a mystery
chad: what? chemistry?
me: No no mystery
chad: history?
me: oy mystery
chad; OH MYSTERY...i see
me: yes a mystery ..i'm sneaky like that
chad; hmmm i see
me: yes I'll see you shortly
keller: susan were under a tree
me: ..that's descriptive
*hangs up phone...okay get to the bandshell geez (it's just across the street)
me: ..why is there a firetruck with the crane up in the air???...hmm maybe it's for rescuing cats
*susan then bikes into the crowd and into the band shell entrance ..and then spots Keller
me: *shakes head* under a tree eh??
keller: yes mhmm, chad is under that tree *points towards a hobo
me:...right okoay then
I then walk towards the hobo thinking "hmm that is not Chad..no chad is NOT a hobo", but then the tree behind the hobo was where chad was standing...and when he saw me he started to shake his head
me: what??
chad: *shakes head, bike??
me: yes bike
chad: why did you bike here?
me: because..I like to bike
chad: but that's so much work
me: oh come on

damn i just typed loads about what happened next but my backspace button decided to do the "go back one page"..bitch i'll write more later

Posted 5/29/2006 at 1:4 PM

according to my calendar it is the 22nd of May..which is Victoria Day up in CANADA

you won't believe this..but uhh...there is a 6 foot 1 GRAND YAMAHA piano down in my den ...this is still dawning on me ..HOLY CRAP THERE IS A GRAND PIANO IN MY HOUSE!@!!!!!!!!!!

NINE INCH NAILS: 8 MORE DAYS
# of school days left: 13
# of Days till Memorial Day weekend: 4

Posted 5/22/2006 at 8:7 PM

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you! have! a! GRAND! PIANO! IN YOUR HOUSE!!!!!!!????????/ thats awesome! hey dont call me. my mom ism ad at me and i might not stay there tonight. and i'm not staying there friday or saturday or sundaynights or all day monday either i'll be atm y grandma's but the creek fest is this weekend!

Posted 5/25/2006 at 11:56 AM by ugivepeasachance

don't get carried away..okay I promise that I won't

but feeling my heart beat exponentially led to desire

We kissed..I missed his mouth many times..just kissing his cheek
he kept telling that I was really off from the destination
i kissed his shoulder..but symbolism was not portrayed in his mind for a shoulder kiss signifies .." I need you"
me: should I try again?
chad; yes

Posted 5/19/2006 at 6:7 PM

Tuesday May 16, 2006

What Spring Scent Is Right for You?

Classic Girl

You're not into fads or trends. Instead, you find what's right for you and therefore always feel confident. You're a great student, and take part in lots of extracurricular activities, too. One of your favorite things is to be around other people, playing sports and just hanging out. You're not fussy at all, but you love looking and feeling good, so you need a scent that you'll love forever and ever. Try Burberry London, the newest fragrance from the classic British company. The perfume contains rose, honeysuckle, jasmine, sandalwood and patchouli, so it's distinctive, sophisticated and very classy (even down to the elegant Burberry plaid bottle).

Posted 5/16/2006 at 11:20 PM

Tuesday May 16, 2006

god so much effort to move around in a tux

chad: I'm gonna set base camp here *near the column of rachel's wall, and then head out for the desert tomorow...okay here I go
(pretending to walk up mt. everest)

me: aren't u hot?
chad: ...yes i'm in 5 layers
me: ..u can take ..take off your coat
chad: NO MY COATTAILS ARE COOL!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted 5/16/2006 at 9:23 PM

Monday May 15, 2006

three day weekend is coming into my life once more ...hhehehee most excellent

....life is amazing, except for math..then again i have mr. white and arghhh I can't stand him

anyways

i was at school, burning all my photos onto discs before mr. stott decides to wipe out the server..like a nuclear weapon...that would suck

anyways...

Friday: NAPOLEON DYNAMITE...way awesome

Saturday: BATTLE OF THE BANDS
EARL GREY & THE BOSTON TEA PARTY WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!

COW?????????
BIG BALLS- AC/DC
URBAN RAMPAGE

Posted 5/15/2006 at 10:5 PM

Sunday May 14, 2006

Gemini

May 20 - June 20

Are you presently negotiating a contract, dear Gemini? If there are any points upon which you and the other party disagree, these differences will most likely be resolved. You'll probably come up with an idea that creates a win-win situation so that both of you come out ahead. This will strengthen your relationship with the other person considerably, so expect partnership matters to progress smoothly for a while. Enjoy your day.

why is my horoscope just on the money...again??!!!!!!!!

chad is a god on a drum set
he is beyond incredible....genial!!

and....if I could just breathe right now that would be nice, for I have been swept away by his prescence tonight.

....embracing under the dark sky...life is amazing

I should do my homework now...damn but oh well ...one must balance between academics..and social life

...just got my ACT score back...the ACT that I did not study for..that I had to take at 7 in the morning. MY ACT SCORE IS A 21.....wow do I feel dumb? Isn't that a bad score??? ..then again I didn't study..and I have not learned anything concerning the ENglish language for...let's see....3 years.

Tuesday May 9, 2006

Ask Away

Um, hello! This guy is not only interested in the same things you are, but he seems totally interested in you. In fact, he's probably trying to figure out how to ask you out, so stop wasting time and go for it. It's true that there are no guarantees, but scoring a date with this guy is pretty close to a sure thing. Besides, even if he says no, he seems like the kind of guy who will at least have a good reason (like a secret girlfriend he met at camp). But that's unlikely. There's nothing wrong with being bold, so what are you waiting for?

.....and he said yes :)

Posted 5/9/2006 at 10:4 PM

Monday May 8, 2006

okay...so that's chad.....hehehe wow LADIES!!! GENTS!!!! Posted 5/8/2006 at 5:14 PM

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wow. ur hair is amazing. :]

Posted 5/8/2006 at 7:50 PM by sugarholic247

Monday May 8, 2006

9 lasts. -last place you were: in a car -last beverage: orange juice -last kiss: Chad -last movie seen:School of rock -last cd played: Muse-absolution -last bubble bath: great question -last time you cried: I had to stifle a few tears this afternoon because I feel sorry for a friend -last thing you ate: mashed potatoes -last person you hugged: my brother, and chad --------------------------------------------------------- 8 have you evers. -have you ever dated someone twice: Possibly -have you ever been cheated on: yes -have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: A while ago -have you ever fallen in love: I don't think so -have you ever been depressed: YES -have you ever been drunk and thrown up: NO -have you ever hit another person: yes just this morning..like 3 am -have you ever gone skinny dipping: I want to --------------------------------------------------------------------------- 6 things you've done today. 1. Leaned against chad's shoulder and watched the sunrise at Chataqua 2. Walked around bobolink trail @ 3 in the morning in a frigging prom dress with running shoes 3. Walked around with Chad linking arms 4. Went outside to take photos and smell the lilacs 5. Kissed Chad 6. Talked to chad ------------------------------------------------------------------------ 5 favorite things. 1. Summer 2. Friends 3. Cameras 4. Smiles from a humourous remark 5. Chataqua at sunrise -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 favorite colors. 1. Blue 2. Red 3. Black 4. Silver --------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 people you can tell anything to. ...how about 6 people 1. Ben 2. Mandy 3. Lisa 4. Teresa 5. Peri 6. Lisi ------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2 things you want to do before you die. 1. smell lilacs 2. drink all the beverages in which i love ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 1 thing you regret: 1. Being OCD about love but now I have no regrets..last night was amazing Posted 5/8/2006 at 1:11 AM

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hey hope u had fun. =) post pics!

Posted 5/8/2006 at 1:43 AM by sugarholic247

Susan! I am so happy for you! I think I need to take your advice. Being ocd is silly. People always tell me that when you stop trying, good things will come to you. You are living proof of that. :3

Posted 5/10/2006 at 12:7 AM by gottuff104

Saturday May 6, 2006

PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have to get ready it's 6:45 am right now and I am trying to finish my homework

Gemini

May 20 - June 20

Group activities that you attend today, dear Gemini, are likely to be spiritually oriented, such as group meditations. You could meet some new people from faraway places who share your interests and could become your friends. Though you usually are more intellectually inclined, today you should be feeling especially intuitive. Make the most of it! Write down your thoughts and ideas, lest you might forget them; you may wish to get back to those insights and may want to use them later.

Posted 5/6/2006 at 8:43 AM

Wednesday May 3, 2006

BIGGER PHOTO OF THE PROM HAIR PREVIEW
HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS HAPPEN

Posted 5/3/2006 at 10:14 PM

So it rained today...yay

7th period consisted of studying at Abo's
let me mention that I have never had tasted the pizza down at Abo's yet it is the "spot" for Fairview students during lunch hours or after school
so for the past three years as a student at Fairview..I have never even stepped into that restaurant or had a bite to eat...yes I have realised that I am a deprived child
so today (5th period) was a significant movement in my life...and I also stepped into Cafe soleil as well...talk about a leap in mankind

we did flash cards until I nearly puked (alright so i felt a little nauesous)

everyone disperesed 20 minutes till 3 o' clock
Ms. Hicks neaerly forgot all her prep books that she brought over
I almost got ran over by Marya...then again i just stood in the middle of the road and her volvo started speeding up to me and i hollered and Lindsay rolled down her window, pointed at me and laughed like a goose

i headed back onto the shopping walkway of Table Mesa and stood there with Peri and Angie who was about to take off on her bike

- then Peri left, i started walking towards the bus stop, her mother then honks 3 times and asks if I needed a ride...then I mentioned I was heading to the bank (world savings) so ..they were not heading that way (broadway)
I managed to catch a Dash ..headed towards the bank, got my money and walked back towards pearl st
as I was waiting for the signal to cross, someone with headphones was walking towards me, my wallet was still at hand ..i had the instinct that I was about to get mugged by some Boulder high kid
but then he was trying to get my attention and then I thought: great now I'm going to get mugged...but no it was CODY!!!!!!!!! THE CODY THAT WENT TO FHS LAST YEAR AND..THEN DISSAPEARED THIS YEAR ...and not to mention: i have been looking for him..not like a quest..but was curious as to where did he venture off (...i was assuming slovakia but I am wrong)
he is at Arapahoe ridge and currently getting his GED...then off to college
apparently he was sick of the atmosphere at fairview...he had so much potential, but now he's a stoner... geez wrong path
I hugged him so tight never wanting to let go, I felt rather dissapointed and sad..ahhh mixed emotions going through my head. It's just sad to see a friend go towards the path of seeking drugs and alcohol, then there is that feeling that one should have done something..then again what could you do?

..I walked with cody up to pearl st...and then I thought he was stalking me but no he decided to get a smoke near the court (where everyone journeys for a smoke)

..then I went photo crazy, even though there was a light shower I still had fun walking around with my little nikon and inhaling the scent of rain of a may afternoon
...walked up and down, ...took loads of photos
I will post them shortly..if i have the time but I need to study for the AP US HISTORY EXAM..OY VEY

I then got Cody's # ..and took a few photos of him that were posed..he has changed so much. Afterwards I gave him a hug and that evolved into the longest..and strongest hug i have ever gotten from a friend, ...then I kissed him on the cheek and that rebounded into a cheek kiss french style. I will miss him.

...i caught a 206 and decided hmmm I'll visit my old middle school ...so that ended up well. Met an interesting guy on the 206 with red converse who kept commenting that Boulder has really changed ( he was heading to whole foods...probably baked since it was 4 20 ish)
anyways I got to Burbank, there was track & field practice, I crossed the field and go right into the gym. I take a moment and look at the pegboard record and noticed that the thunderbird mural has not been removed from the wall. Burbank still lives.
I continue and exited the gym..and asked two band geeks if school just ended, which was not true since it ended..an hour ago (good job NASUS)

then I began to wander..in search of the only two former Burbank teachers: Wolpoff and D.T. To my disapointment..DT was gone..so I gave up..and headed upstairs..and realised that the stairs have changed from a red to a gray..sad.
No wolpoff upstairs..so took the other flight of stairs down..and ventured into the "once student union area" ..which is now the art/homework center.
I peek in and the lady asks if I needed help..yes I do need some assistance by turning this school back into Burbank. Actually I did not say that
me: I'm just visiting my old middle school
lady: oh that's lovely
me: yeah..a lot has changed
my phone rings...720-212..who the hell is this, i pick up and it's Max Dovala (kid in french w/me)
conversation concerned our french history project...fun stuff.

I hang up and go down the main hallway...i noticed that the courtyard door was open..hmmmm let's just say I went in and took some photos of mandy's beautiful metal rusted tree. PHONE RINGS AGAIN...okay who the hell..oh crap it's my house
me: hello?
peter: hey susan..when are you coming back
me: ummm i'm getting to the bus station (THAT'S A FUCKING LIE)
peter: okay and..max called
me: yeah he just called me
peter: oh good, and I talked to Justin's dad but he dosen't have doom 3..but he has doom 2
me: cool sounds good peter
[mission: get home sooner or later]
I walk back into the main hallway to realise taht Wolpoff's room is DOWNSTAIRS...and it is still her old room...*smack in the face
NEW WINDOWS..IN THE ROOM...IT IS NOT A DUNGEON ANYMORE!!

so I talked with her, she asked how I was, what my GPA was, and how everyone else that went to Burbank, i mentioned some went on the wrong path ..and that's a shame it happens.
I mentioned to her that I might go to NYU for a journlism camp ( I HOPE I GET ACCPETED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and that I'm going to prom.
wolfpoff: well i send out good vibes for you and good I am really proud of you (basically what she said before departing from school)
last place: the counseling office...mrs.wright was not there oh well..now i venture out of the building. I check the lobby hallway and noticed photos from a trip to Europe..and good lord YOU CUT OUT THE TOP OF THE EIFFEL TOWER!!!!!! AND IT'S OUT OF THE FOCUS!! HOLY SHIT WERE YOU CARRYING A CHEAP DISPOSABLE CAMERA??? TOURISTS!!!!!!!!!!! ahem as I was saying...

I head out, it's still wet outside..and I really don't want to walk towards South Boulder..so i call steven..and his mom picks up to inform me that he is not home
mrs.large: and who is this?
me: ......it's lisi
mrs. large: oh hi lisi, steve is at math right now
me: oh alright thanks
*hangs up
PHEW

i then walk towards the bus stop adjacent to Steve's house where MY PHONE RINGS AGAIN
me: ...who is calling me this time??
*grabs phone, brings it up to viewing distance
"Chadwick" is calling
(i pick up the phone)
me: speak
chad: susan....
me: .hiiii chad
chad: what kind of a corsage would you like
(the emotions that I'm experiencing: ...He's asking me about corsages??!!! WOW!!! ...i can't believe that he is asking me about this )
me: ...corsage? ..your getting me a corsage?
chad; idk..i guess so
me: hahah alright, ...who's idea was this
chad; idk...uhh my idea
me: well..hmm corsages..well since my dress is blue *muttering basically
me: ...white would be nice
chad; alright
me: ..and don't get anything..too expensive
chad; don't worry..i don't have money
me: laughs*

Conversation ends..and then I feel this sensation through my veins again and I tell myself, " I am not falling for him..not falling for him"
SUDDENLY I discover a man walking towards and..and hmm
it was DT walking with two other ladies. I didn't notice for he shaved his head ..and in running clothes. hey it's been a while since I've seen my 7th-8th science teacher wear his boulder running clothes.
he comes at me whipping a green long sleeve shirt
DT: BACK BACK!!!
me: hey Hey!! i know kung-fu!!!
DT; MEH!!!!
and we talk about life, prom, school, and inviting him to my graduation (of course i would never forget you!!)
..then the 206 comes and yeah!!! NO WALKING!!!

Posted 5/3/2006 at 9:36 PM

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Man, you are one lucky woman! To have a date that cares so much for you! I'm lucky if I even find a guy... Posted 5/5/2006 at 11:18 PM by gottuff104

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Monday May 1, 2006

alrighty...so that's what the preview of what susan would like to be done with her hair the end Posted 5/1/2006 at 11:8 PM

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whaa...?

you'll be brunette!

... and STILL have much more hair than i do...

Posted 5/2/2006 at 8:42 PM by paque

Oooo! And that dress too!!! Plus the perfume...then you will irresistable. O.o

Pictures please!!!

Posted 5/5/2006 at 11:14 PM by gottuff104