and no i did not feel like any idiot even though he said no, but nonono everyone I AM OKAY I AM NOT SAD, NOR DEPRESSED OR FURIOUS ABOUT WHAT HE SAID because what he told me was totally understandablefrom 1st period to the time i found him (which was 5th period) i was looking everywhere for him and to my dissapointment I had no luck for about 3 hours ..which was a bit frustrating to tell you the truth
,5:50 Am: Get up, got dressed, grabbed everything (lunch, backpack etc and toothbrush ) and took off so i could buy 2 dozen donuts for my period 3 math class (it's sugar block day and unforutenatley it was my turn) ..so i went to the donut shop..around 6:06..and a bit worried if i couldn't make it on the 6:13 bus so i could start scribbling science notes for our open note quiz (i got a C on it!! BETTER THAN THAT FAILURE A WEEK AGO!! I AM GETTING BETTER!)
6:08: Got the 2 dozen donuts, head off to busstop with a small bag that included 2 choclate donuts..i switched one with an old fashioned from the 2 dozen box...and breathed in the morning wet air, 'sighs' I love fall it was beautiful today
6:13 Got on the bus, mr. hart was driving the bus...karen is doing great apparently (last time i asked) though after chewing down like 5 cups of sugar i had the taste of a donut still stuck in my throat..i wouldn't want that if I was going to talk to marshall...*quickly finds dentine pepermint chewing gum..and starts to chew on that
6:45: finally at school, connected from the Dash to the Skip, enjoyed a misty view of the flatirons while my heart was thumping like crazy just thinking about marshall...had lifehouse playing in my mind lol..finally got rid of all the trash from the donuts..hands sticky-damn it! i had lavendar soap scent on my hands
7:00 threw stuff in the hall behind the staircase, which is where we meet every morning-so cozy, no one was there, left stuff and went to brush my teeth
pearly whites-NOT7:00-got down to quickly finish all the notes for science, everyone gradually came
and noticed the donuts, gave one to Illeana cuz she didn't have breakfeast, everyone else-tough luck
7:28: chatting w/all my friends, liz suggested Gondolier during 5th period cuz it's 4.69$ all you can eat (it was GOOD) , saw Karl ughhhhhhhhh
7:30'ish entering the chemistry room with my box of donuts, took the back exit into the backend of the 400 hall , took the stairs down to the 200 hallway to put donuts in my math classroom, happens to be Peri's classroom too, signaled to Claire (who happened to be in that class: If anyone eats that their dead!
)7:33: noticed reed, marian and laura in the same math clasroom, called out to reed (happened to get a haircut-he smell's good when he gives u these warm hugs)
me: REED
Reed: SUSAN!
me: I'm gonna ask him!!!
REED: *knew who i was talking about, DO IT!! GO ASK HIM
*spots laura and marian
Laura: WHO WHO?? Susan??
Reed; Go FIND HIM!!
Laura; *runs out of classroom, susan who?
me: Marshall
laura: marshall
me: wollum
laura: ohh!! GO ASK HIM!!
since yesterday and pretty much all week my friends/and a teacher told me: GO ASK HIM!! ASK HIM!!! ASK HIM DAMN IT!!! GO FOR IT SUSAN!!!!!!!
so i did!!!! right after our discussion in film club, i was looking for him during lunch, but to no luck once more, i asked around : Joon, Reed, Evan, Yoni-who was like GO FOR IT, Hannah, Dani..everyone ..and Angie
FINALLY I FOUND HIM, IN HIS AM/LIT CLASS LIKE REED SUGGESTED during lunch, when i headed out to the 500 hall i can hear everyone yell: RUN SUSAN!! ASK HIM RUN!! GO FOR IT!!
(spots marshall's blue és backpack, his back facing me as he talks to his classmate..i think french...looking so handsome..and wow ..i love black socks)
me: marshall?
marshall: .yeah? *repsonds quickly
me: could i talk to you for a second?
marshall: sure hold on *continues to talk to his classmate, heard hiim say: GENIUS
marshall: *turns towards me, yeah?
me: *thinking: just stand there, i love your face, you are amazing* could we talk outside?
marshall: no nowe can talk here
me: ...uhh
marshall: you okay?
me: *thinking: NO I'M NOT OKAY!!
me: yeah, um i was just wondering...if you wanted to go to homecoming
marshall: homecoming? *squints his eyes..as if you see an accident like ooo gosh!
marshall: i'm not going
me: oh i see
marshall: no no , it's just were playing mullen and i'm really nervous and then the next day i will be so tired
me: *thinking: you dumbass why didn't u think of that he'll be exhausted!!
me: i understand
marshall: i'm sorry i can't go
me: no no it's fine marshall *leaves
reed: well? did you ask?
me: yeah
reed: JUST NOW???!!
me: ..uh huh
reed; i didn't see it..your so quiet
me: i know *walks out
emmy: susan..well?
me: he said no
emmy: aww susan,
me: no no it's fine Emmy i'm okay
he'll just be tired that's what he told meemmy: ahhh that makes sense
me: yeah i know
*walking down the ramp and see's my friends
LIZ: SUSAN!!!
me: *waving
liz: WELL!!???? SUSAN!! WHAT HAPPENED??
me: he said no *walking towards them
liz: he did??!!!
me: yeah *i was so mellow, i'm not even hurt
liz: aww susan
me: Liz i'm okay really
he didn't really say no, he just said that he couldn't go and the fact that he'll be really tired the next day-it's totally understandablerachel: that's better than "uh i have to go to my grandma's house..and...wash my car"
me: right right,
angie: it's okay susan
me: i'm fine! *laughing
GONDOLIER WAS FUN, THE DRIVE THERE AND THE DRIVE BACK TO FAIRVIEW....LMFAO cuz we saw a group of boulder kids...why cuz i noticed the purple on their clothes..i swear they were all wearing fanny packs..WHO TOOK MY FANNY PACK??!! -godfrey
and then liz wanted to roll down thomas's window though that window on the right side does not roll down, so
liz: BOULDER KIDS, *pushes button, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WINDOW!!! *starts hitting the window
all of us in the back: Angie, me, Rachel, + thomas (driver) and shuana(shotgun) STARTED LAUGHING OUT HEADS OFF IN THE CAR AND it was riot, the boulder kids were probably like : WTF?!!!!!!
thomas: that is going to be liz's seat forever (since she sat there on the drive to Café Gondolier
Posted 9/28/2005 at 9:36 PM
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