Thursday September 14, 2006

school can be put into one lovely definition. And that is School= SUCKS so far when you see me in the hallways, I looked like a pissed off, bitter and angry teenager. Now the fact that my hair is down, I resemble the basket case from the popular 80's cult classic "The Breakfest Club" i loathe my friends i loathe my physics class and the teacher and so far this has been making me slowly reach isolation. Actually to be honest, I've changed my environment of socializing to almost complete isolation. (This is during lunch) I've been avoiding my friends, though it does make me sad...at least I have some peace while finish DAMN IT--BOYA DON'T KICK THE FUCKING DOOR WHEN THE DOOR TO THE SAC HAS BEEN LOCKED BY MR. BURNS ARGHHH Anyways..... sitting at lunch by myself has been fun i get to redo my french homework because I have been cheating myself by not being honest on the reading comphrehension> basically I bullshit the homework, so now I can't do that because there is a test coming up. I know the matieral, but uh I need to write it down on paper. My attitude for the day: FUCK OFF see you later. Posted 9/14/2006 at 5:30 PM

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Thursday September 14, 2006

I want unexpected love to deprive me of my freedom Oh, I knew it at a glance I'll give you cold words and warm kisses This is love, this is love In the space between night and morning, with shaking hands Propping up my digital camera to capture someone And then that someone clung to me from behind I want to say something, but In the next instant, it's already morning Both violent rain and unexpectedly budding love Oh, become the cold pillow and warm bed of anxiety and peace This is love, this is love This is love, this is love In between one dream and the next, with frightened eyes I peek through my digital camera, where he'll be wandering around Because he softly held me tight I really have a hard time saying it, but Maybe this might be love A genetic makeup that doesn't stop resounding in the violent rain Oh, I want to make them bloom-- destiny and flowers, flowers of my aimless soul This is love, this is love This is love, this is love Things already over, things that you scold yourself for having lost Hasn't that happened to you too? A spell to open the door that's already shut tight Oh, it would be great if you could hear it this time for sure I just get nervous when I have a bad premonition Oh, even if you don't treat me badly, someday my body will decay anyway, so go ahead and spoil me This is love, this is love I want unexpected love to deprive me of my freedom Oh, I knew it at a glance I'll give you cold words and warm kisses This is love, this is love This is love, this is love This is love, this is love... Posted 9/14/2006 at 12:7 AM

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Thursday September 14, 2006

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)

Even though it's mid-week, you are being drawn into issues at home. Your feelings are tied up in your family responsibilities or with your connection with the past. Still it feels like there's no time to go back and dig this stuff up. No matter where you are needed, you must keep your attention in the present moment or you just might miss something very important.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20)

Your emotions may be all over the map today, making it difficult for you to know how best to respond to the current situation. You may feel quite sure of yourself one moment and state your case quite clearly only to find yourself vacillating just a short time later. Don't be overly hard on yourself if you can't make up your mind, for it may be best to wait a day are two before doing anything rash.

FREAKY

Posted 9/14/2006 at 12:6 AM