I am so sick of my grandparents...no no just my grandma at the moment because right now another argument has taken place right outside my room and i wish for peace
why can't my grandma stop complaining, she has got to have a sense of closure with my relatives back home because they don't need help geez. I know that my cousin is in college, my uncles are jobless but that is not her concern. What her concern is right now is just be happy for once. I just wish for her happiness and i try so hard to make her happy, but it seems that I can never make her smile and I just make her dissapointed

My grandma....pretty much is ruining my family or that is what my dad has been saying. Or that is what i have been hearing around the house
pretty much my dad has been giving the old folks the silent treatment and that takes some guts to simply ignore them when there up 24/7 .
I'm a bit fed up, though I shouldn't complain because I must be humble and just put up with it because it is not worth complaining about their menial problems
damn i need headphones she's getting loud...she's(grandma) is probably gonna be all emotional once more

Expressing my frustration out on a computer is better than yelling at my mom like last time...in September. I feel better after typing out my bitching...relieves my soul for a bit
I should play piano-that always calms my spirits whenever I practice Claire du Lune. Though trying to polish this piece has not been quite successful as I hoped, I have no idea how much emotion is in this song because my piano is ....like tone deaf. And the pedal just kills it...it's a century old piano spare me please. I'm gonna have to steal a grand piano near by (scouts the area)
at least Mrs.Hata says I'm doing so great with this piece and I love Claire Du Lune..i feel at peace whenever I play the poco mosso section, i wonder what Maxx plays..i need to know and my Dad says i should because he was my date for homeocming and YES I LIKE HIM so much...i mean he has 9 years of piano up his sleeve...mehhh so do I crazyniess

Posted 11/6/2005 at 2:12 PM

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I know how you feel about your overbearing relatives. I feel the same way, in fact, I am refusing to talk with my mom now, since she took away the last of what I can do to find solace from the world.

And my dad just won't help, he just won't take action, can't take action, because every single one of us in my family, we are under Nazi rule, literally.

Posted 11/7/2005 at 7:7 AM by blackhawk789

kyoko! thatsintense that sucks. I think you should just let things with maxx happen as they might and relax about it. I dont know how i can helpbut if i can find a way I will!!!!

Posted 11/9/2005 at 10:39 AM by ugivepeasachance